Awesome Awesome And Always awesome

The more you want to be close, the more feels like hard but joyful...

It began with him that he always talked to me through the people. He talked to me through the people that I love. then finally He found me.
You know how I was before
You know how do I look like before
You know what I felt before
You change with the one you really loved
It really got me so surprised and not know how to choose
You guide me to finally to enter your place
and you also love like I was a baby when my parents love me
You, how awesome you are that you always water my life through many things
Thunder comes...
You always calm me...
Storm come....
You always warm me....
Then the more now I want to enter your place,
the more many things that don't like it to enter more...
oh God... please forgive that I sometimes enter to wrong path when I want to go on deeper to you
Knowing that I really want to enter your place more and the deep inside my heart I really want to be used by you
but the wind always bring me to follow it...